After weeks of indecision and confusion at my job and in my life…something just changed. I don’t know what it is. But I just came back from the bathroom with renewed hope and strange determination/confidence. Nothing noteworthy took place in said bathroom, but I have just sat back at my desk with resolve and poise. I am Stargazer! I can do this. I have been so trapped in a fog of depression and discontent lately that it is strangely invigorating to feel this way again. What broke through this fog? I do not know…maybe it is the promise of renewal and hope that comes with spring? Ok that’s pretty cheesy I will be the first to admit it. But something has happened today, something I have been hoping for, for a long time. I just wanted to feel good again, happy, not so remarkably plain and stuck. Maybe this is the start of something, if not grand then at least good.