We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


As I suspected and part of the reason I hadn't posted anything about my marriage before, last night D read it and was hurt. I am removing the post and will no longer discuss my relationship with him online. I will say however that he wrote a post about me leaving and forwarded it to mutual friends, my coworkers, family members and his entire family. Apparently this is different. I was just trying to write something basic but I should have gone with my original feeling which was to not write anything at all.

I have decided to train for a mini triathalon. (which I think I am spelling wrong so I might want to rethink that!) My friend Lindsay did one last summer so we thought it would be fun to either relay one this year or try to do the mini one. So far I have a pretty good jogging pace but I have to kick it up several notches for the swimming and biking. I think that next week I am going to try to bike one town over. I will be sure to have my brother on notice so that if I can do the 14K but not come back he can pick me up! I just got home from a 3k jog, I can't do the whole 5k at a good pace yet but I am working my way up to it. I was having crazy anxious dreams last night of trying to get ready for my first day of University and I couldnt find a bra and my Ipod (apparently two things never to leave the house without) and I woke up in a panic. Also there were earwigs infesting the apartment I was living in. Gross. So I am finding that running is really helping me relieve stress which is something it never did before. It was always a source of stress as I was lazy and didn't want to get on the treadmill. Maybe I just like running outside? Anyway off to shower then work.



  • Good luck with your triathlon training! I used to run cross country in high school and remember that before running distance it's good to eat healthy carbs like rice & pasta, about 1 hour before running. Oh and stretching and warming up before hand is good and cooling down afterwards but I'm sure you already knew that. Happy running!

    By Blogger Rebecca, At July 24, 2007 1:26 PM  

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    By Blogger D. Jacob Miller, At July 27, 2007 12:03 PM  

  • Just wanted to say I hope things are going better for you.

    By Blogger Rebecca, At August 06, 2007 9:43 AM  

  • Heeeelloooooo, la la laaaah.

    By Blogger Huey Humongous, At August 08, 2007 12:25 PM  

  • You heartless fucking bitch. Your husband had some problems yes, but he loved you more than anything and you threw him away without so much as a discussion. Having met your ice queen of a mother before, I can't say I'm too surprised.
    I hope some day you have a husband that doesn't know how to show love and you regret what you've done. Your father would be ashamed of you.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, At August 18, 2007 3:49 PM  

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